Prom Pictures!!!!!!!!!! Prom was amazzzzzzzzzzzzzzing!!!

pat and myself on the bench

pat and me chilling on the porch

Pat and me in the limo

my chicas-katie, mads, and me

group shot

back of the gorgeous estate home

one of the many statues and fountains

front of the estate

Currently Listening Classic Sinatra By Frank Sinatra see related

hey loves....a lot going on over here....one of my best friends...gerry...got kicked out of burg which totally sux...prom is this saturday so i'm excited for that....i did a recruiting trip to miami of oh and decided to go there....graduation is june 3rd...but tomorrow is my last day of classes...then sr. project wk and senior trip wk!!!! should be a blast....my 18th bday was the best one yet! i love my family and friends soooooo much! i had a great time on saturday and sunday...double bday is the greatest invention ever haha! later loves-rox

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.

the only thing that hurts more than a broken heart is knowing that is you had the chance to do it all over again, you would

Hold my hand, just one more time.

So I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

Currently Listening Are You Happy Now? By Michelle Branch see related

I'll be home tomorrow!!! I'm leaving in an hour but i'm staying the night w/ some friends first. I was thinking about what to do this wknd....i think i could go running in the morning....run out some frustrations....then curl up in my bed w/ some ben and jerry's and watch movies...jus take it easy...sounds amazing i think....if neone wants to do anything hit up the cell 740-584-8910....seeing some old friends might be nice.

later loves,

roxanne

Wow...my life is such a rollercoaster ride...and neone who knows me knows that i hate rollercoasters...pat and i brokeup....and although this song is a little extreme it's how a feel to a certain extent. In a few years i hope we can find our way back to each other, but for now we are just friends and i'm dealing w/ it. I miss him so much already...i know he will always be there for me...but it is in a different way.

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you

17 day spring break @ cbridge, but now i'm back at mburg. i'm actually sooo glad to be back at school. all i did over break was swim and hang w/ a few friends. which doesn't sound horrible but when your friends are on cruises, your roomie is in jamaica, & your boyfriend is in florida and on a cruise.....and it is cold & snowing in ohio.....it kinda blew. now it is spring which is a break for swimming and just so much fun....not as many obligations...just time to enjoy time w/ friends before it is too late. my nana is doing well and i got to visit her so that was good. she's such an amazing lady. i found a prom dress and jewlery so i'm excited for prom.....going w/ pat so it will be a blast i'm sure....trying to make sure all my ladies go to prom....lol....they don't want to have to ask a guy....so who knows....i'll try to be better at updating....but that is all for now....

later loves,

roxanne